F@£! sleep

I like to get up before the kids do.  It gives me a moment to think before the day gets hectic.  I have been having trouble sleeping lately.  Lots on my mind.  Why is it when you are super tired you cannot sleep.  The harder you try, the harder it is.  

I went and had a margarita last night with my BFF.  My goodness, it was yummy.  And in that short hour and a half I felt re-energized to face the rest of the week.  At least with the kids, not so much physically.   

I go to see my neurologist on Monday.  It has been 6 weeks since IVIG.  I think I need it again. As much as I hate to admit that.  I can feel it coming on.  It is hard to explain.  But I will be happy with getting 6 good weeks.  

There is that moment when you wake up in the morning where everything thing is ok.  I love that moment.  There is nothing wrong.  Then I move my legs. 

All my love.