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Sunday, December 1, 2013

$@?! terms

Here is a list of things I am coming to terms with this morning:

1.  I am somehow the mother of a 10 year old.  I remember vividly the drive home from the hospital.  Brett was so nervous.  It was snowing.  Naomi was asleep.  I was in pain from the csection.  We were so happy.   

2.  I will never be back to my old self again.  I was so worn out on thanksgiving I had to lay down and take a nap.  I did not help much.  Then we all got sick and it got worse.  There were moments during the vomiting extravaganza that my body ached so bad I thought I was not going to make it.  Everyone is pretty much back to normal, but I am still aching.  I could not sleep because my hips hurt so bad.  

3.  I need to make the most of the time I am able to be present.   My nephews and my sister and brother in law were here, and I slept a lot.  I hate that. 

4.  IVIG every three weeks is working very well for my body.  I just have to figure out a way to make it ok in my head.  

That's all folks.  

All my love......